| Sana Jaan Boojh Kay Jibran Ko Shak.O.Shubhay Mai'n Mubtila Karnay Lagi...Us Nay Khud Say Intiqaam Lainay Ka Silsila Jari Rakha...
Jibran Ab Bouhat Ulajh Kar Reh Gaya Tha...Sana Ki Kai Batai'n Us Ki Samajh Say Bala Tar Thee'n...Jin Say Kai Martaba Jibran Ko Aehsas Hota Kay Sana Jhoot Ka Sahara Lay Rahi Hay...
Aakhir Kaar Woh Din Aa Hi Pohncha, Jis Kay Baray Mai'n Soch Kar Hi Sana Ki Rooh Fana Hoti Thi...
Us Ki Kisi Baat Par Jibran Nay Sakhti Say Kaha Kay '' Sana Tum Jhoot Bol Rahi Ho ''...
Sana Kay Ander Pal Bhar Mai'n Qayamat Bapa Ho Gai...Us Kay Ander Dhamakay Say Honay Lagay... Laikin Ab Woh Sab Kuch Bhugatnay Kay Liye Tayaar Ho Chuki Thi...
Woh Bay Rabt Andaaz Mai'n Jibran Ko Sab Kuch Sach Sach Batati Chali Gai...Jaanti Thi Kay Is Waqt Jibran Ki Zaat Zalzalo'n Ki Zadd Mai'n Hay Laikin Ab Woh Qadam Peechay Hatanay Ki Soorat Mai'n Na Thi...Jibran Kay Liye Ab Yahi Behter Tha...Jibran Ki Aainda Zindagi Kay Liye Is Sachai Say Parda Uthna Bouhat Zaroori Tha...
Sab Kuch Sachaai Say Batatay Huway Us Nay Apni Bato'n Mai'n Aik Jhoot Phir Shamil Kar Diya Kay '' Mujhay Zaki Say Bouhat Mohabbat Thi, Mairi Khushi Owr Razamandi Say Hi Maira Nikah Zaki Say Kiya Gaya Tha...Zaki Mujhay Na Milta To Mai'n Apna Ghar Hamaisha Kay Liye Chowr Daiti...Mai'n To Zaki Ko Hi Chahti Thi Kay Achanak Net Par Tum Say Mulaqaat Ho Gai...
Abhi Sana Poori Tarha Sachai Bay'Naqaab Bhi Na Kar Paai Thi Kay Jibran Nay Aik Dam Say Hi Silsila Munqita Kar Diya...Is Say Ziyada Sunnay Ki Us Mai'n Taab Hi Kaha'n Thi...
Us Din Kay Baad Jibran Owr Sana Ka Aik Doosray Say Koi Raabta Na Huwa...
Jibran Say Juda Ho Kay Sana Kin Marhalo'n Say Guzri? Woh Sab Suntay Huway Maira Apna Wujood Lagta Tha Kay Zalzalo'n Ki Zadd Mai'n Hay...
Sana Roti Rahi Kay Mairay Baghair To Jibran Aik Aik Pal Tarapta Tha , Mairay Baghair Us Par Kiya Kuch Guzar Gai Ho Gi? Mairay Jibran Nay Sab Kaisay Saha Ho Ga? Kitni Aziyat Utahi Ho Gi Mairay Jibran Nay...Mai'n Jo Usay Zara Pareshan Na Daikh Sakti Thi, Kis Buri Tarha Mai'n Nay Jibran Ko Majrooh Kar Diya ... Usay Kis Nay Sanbhala Ho Ga?...Mujh Say Usay Nafrat Ho Chuki Ho Gi...Maira Jibran Ab Mujh Say Nafrat Karta Hay...Sana Phoot Phoot Kar Ro Rahi Thi...
Mai'n Ab Us Say Woh Sawalaat Karnay Kay Liye Buri Tarha Bay'Chain Thi Jo Mairay Zehen Ko Tah.O.Bala Kar Rahay Thay...Laikin Sana Ki Batai'n Abhi Khatam Na Hui Thee'n...Mujhay Us Ki Batai'n Khatam Honay Ka Intizaar Karna Tha...
Sana Nay Khud Ko Aik Saza Owr Dainay Ka Faisla Kiya...Kisi Forum Mai'n Aik Owr Dosti Bilal Say Ki...Pehla Jumla Jo Us Nay Bilal Say Kaha Woh Yeh Tha Kay '' Mai'n Tum Say Aik Haftay Ki Dosti Karna Chahti Hoo'n, Bolo Manzoor Hay? '' Bilal Kay Liye Shayed Yahi Aik Jumla Attraction Ka Sabab Bana Owr Woh Yahoo Par Fowran Chala Aaya...
Pehlay Hi Din Sana Nay Woh Sab Kuch Bilaal Kehna Shuru Kar Diya Jo Kay Jibran Tak Say Poori Tarha Keh Na Saki Thi... Sana Nay Online Hotay Hi Web Cam Bhi On Kar Diya ...Ab Bilal Usay Achi Tarha Daikh Bhi Raha Tha Owr Us Ka Kaha Sun Bhi Raha Tha...
Bachpan Say Lay Kar Jibran Ki Judaai Tak Ki Aik Aik Baat Bilal Say Woh Batati Chali Gai...Jibran Ki Judai Nay Usay Her Dar.O.Khof Say Yeksar Bay Gana Kar Kay Rakh Diya Tha...
Bilal Waqai Sana Ka Dost Sabit Huwa...Sana Ki Kahani Nay Jaha'n Us Ko Hila Kar Rakh Diya Tha Wahee'n Woh Sana Ki Shakl.O.Soorat Say Bhi Mutasir Ho Gaya Tha...
Sana Us Ki Bato'n Par Ro Ro Kar Kehti Kay Bilal Tum Mairay Dost Ho Owr Tum Nay Mujhay Achi Tarha Daikh Liya Hay...Maira Jibran Jo Maira Sab Kuch Tha, Woh To Mujhay Is Tarha Daikh Hi Na Saka...
Jibran Say Baat Mai'n Nay Hamaisha Night Bulb Ki Madham Roshni Mai'n Ki...Owr Tum Say Baat Kartay Huway Maira Kamra Roshni Say Nahaya Rehta Hay...
Tum Say Dosti Ka Aaj Aakri Din Hay Owr Tum Woh Sab Kuch Jaan Chukay Ho Jo Mai'n Apnay Jibran Say Kehna Chahti Thi...Mairi Yeh Hi Saza Hay Kay Jibran Say Mai'n Kuch Sahi Say Keh Na Saki...Mairay Wujood Say Nafrat Us Ko Sanbhaal Hi Lay Gi...Bilal, Mujh Say Bichar Kar Maira Jibran Kaisay Kaisay Tarpa Ho Ga...Haqeeqat Jaan Kar Us Par Gham Ka Pahaar Toot Para Ho Ga...Us Ki Zindagi Mairi Wajha Say Tah.O.Bala Ho Gai...Mai'n Khud Ko Kabhi Muaaf Nahi Karoo'n Gi...Khud Say Intiqaam Loo'n Gi...
Bilal, Sana Kay Liye Dil Ki Gehrai Say Mukhlis Sabit Huwa Tha...Woh Sana Ko Samjhata Raha Laikin Sana Apni Baat Par Dati Rahi Kay Mai'n Nay Apnay Jibran Ko Jo Dukh Diye Hai'n Un Ka Intiqam Khud Say Hamaisha Loo'n Gi...Khushi Ki Koi Kiran Apnay Qareeb Na Aanay Doo'n Gi... Khud Say Intiqaam Hi Ab Mairi Zindagi Ka Maqsad Hay...
Bilal Ki Her Naseehat Us Nay Aik Kaan Say Sun Kar Doosray Say Nikal Bahar Ki...
Sana Ki Aik Taza Tareen Tasweer Bilal Dosti Ki Yaadgar Kay Towr Par Apnay Paas Rakhna Chahta Tha...
Sana Nay Usay Bataya Kay '' Bilal Mairay Computer Mai'n Taza Tareen To Mairi Aik Hi Tasweer Hay Jo Kay Koi Khas Achi Nahi To Nahi Aai Hay... Jaisa Tum Mujhay Web Cam Pay Daikhtay Rahay Ho Wesi Woh Tasweer Nahi... Mairi Tasweer Jaisi Bhi Aai Hay Yeh Tum Rakhna Chaho To Rakh Saktay Ho ''...
Sana Nay Bila Khof.O.Khatar Bilal Kay Hawalay Apni Tasweer Kar Kay Alwidai Kalmaat Kahay Owr Silsila Munqita Kar Diya...
Mai'n Sana Ki Zaat Mai'n Poori Tarha Doob Chuki Thi...Ird Gird Say Bay Khabar Us Ki Batai'n Sunay Ja Rahi Thi Kay Achanak Silsila Munqita Ho Gaya... Mai'n Samjhi Kay Shayed Light Chali Gai Ho Gi...
Mai'n Kai Ghantay Us Ka Bay'Chaini Say Intizaar Karti Rahi Laikin Us Ko Na Aana Tha Na Woh Aai...Mai'n Computer Off Kar Kay Bister Par Gir Si Gai...
Saari Raat Sana Ka Soch Soch Kar Roti Rahi...Jibran Kay Liye Maghmoom Rahi Kay Sana Kay Inkishaaf Say Us Par Kiya Kuch Guzar Gai Ho Gi?...Us Nay Kis Tarha Yeh Sab Saha Ho Ga? Sana Ki Judai Us Say Bhi Lamha Bhar Kay Liye Sahi Na Jati Thi...Judaai Kay Baad Woh Kis Haal Mai'n Ho Ga?....Kiya Woh Sana Say Ab Nafrat Karta Ho Ga? Kiya Itni Mohabbat Karnay Wala Sana Ki In Sangeen Ghaltiyo'n Kay Ba'Wajood Sana Say Ab Nafrat Karta Ho Ga Kay Nahi...?
Mazeed Sawalaat Zehen Mai'n Jama Ho Gaey Thay Jo Ab Mai'n Sana Say Poochnay Kay Liye Bay'Chain Thi...
Aglay Din Makhsoos Time Par Mai'n Chat Room Mai'n Mowjood Thi...Maira Intizaar, Intizaar Hi Raha Laikin Sana Na Aai...Mai'n Forum Par Sana Ko PM Likhti Rahi Laikin Sana Waha'n Bhi Mowjood Na Thi...Us Nay Jo ID Diya Tha Us Par Mai'n Nay Taweel Mail Likha Jis Ka Koi Jawaab Mujhay Na Mila...
Sana Ka Intizaar Kartay Kartay Achanak Mai'n Buri Tarha Chonk Gai...Mai'n Nay Hisaab Lagaya To Mairay Pooray Wujood Mai'n Sansanahat Si Dowr Gai...Dil Zor Zor Say Dharaknay Laga...Sana Nay Mujh Say Bhi Pooray 7 Din Baat Kar Kay Raabta Munqita Kar Diya Tha...
Kiya Us Nay Mujhay Bhi 7 Din Ki Doosti Kay Liye Hi Muntakhib Kiya Tha... ?
Mujhay Ab Yaqeen Sa Ho Gaya Tha Kay Woh Mujh Say Ab Raabta Nahi Karay Gi...Is Aehsaas Nay Yak'Lakht Mujhay Kapkapa Kay Rakh Diya Kay Yeh Kiya Ho Gaya Tha?...
Mai'n Sana Kay Wujood Ki Aadi Ho Gai Thi...Us Ko Dil Say Dost Maan Chuki Thi Owr Woh Achanak Manzar Say Is Tarha Ghaeb Ho Gai Thi Jaisay Kay Kabhi Sana Ka Koi Wujood Tha Hi Nahi...
Kaash Mai'n Us Say Us Ka Phone Number Hi Lay Laiti...Maghar Mujhay Yaqeen Ho Gaya Tha Kay Woh Call Bhi Attend Na Karti...
Mai'n To Sirf Us Ki Bay Rabt Batai'n Hi Sunti Rahi Thi..Zehen Mai'n Uthnay Walay Sawaal Us Say Poochnay Ki Mairay Dil Mai'n Hasrat Hi Reh Gai...
Aik Din Mai'n Nay Jab Chat Room Mai'n Enter Hona Chaha To Woh Chat Room Us Nay Band Kar Diya Tha...Yahi Us Nay Apnay Forum Kay Saath Bhi Kiya...Jis Say Mujhay Poori Tarha Yaqeen Ho Gaya Kay Ab Sana Kabhi Koi Raabta Mujh Say Nahi Karay Gi...Raabta Munqita Us Nay Jaan Boojh Kar Kiya Tha...Kiya Woh Ab Maira Saamna Karnay Ki Khud Mai'n Himmat Na Pati Thi?...
Jis Forum Mai'n Woh Mujh Say Mili Thi Us Say Bhi Us Nay Mukammal Kinara Kashi Ikhtiyar Kar Li Thi...
Mai'n Nay Bhi Phir Woh Forum Chowr Diya Jaha'n Mairay Owr Sana Kay An'Ginat Replies Owr Yadai'n Bikhri Hui Thee'n...Mai'n Bhala Us Forum Mai'n Kis Tarha Reh Sakti Thi?...
Rabtay Ka Koi ZariyaSana Nay Mairay Liye Na Chora Tha...
Mai'n Net Ki Duniya Say Aaj Bhi Wabasta Hoo'n...Dosti Kay Kai Haath Mairi Janib Aaj Bhi Barhtay Hai'n, Laikin Phir Kabhi Mai'n Nay Kisi Say Na To Dosti Ki, Na Kabhi Kisi Chat Room Mai'n Gai...Sab Say Ghuli Mili Reh Kar Bhi Mai'n Sab Kay Liye Ajnabi Hoo'n...Net Ki Duniya Mai'n Mairay Achay Owr Mukhlis Saathi Mowjood Hai'n Laikin Net Par Maira Koi Dost Mowjood Nahi...
Sana Apnay Saath Hi Yeh Sab Bhi Lay Gai...Na Janay Kiyu'n Mairay Dil Mai'n Mohom Si Umeed Aaj Bhi Hay Kay Aik Din Sana Lowt Aaey Gi...
Mai'n Nay Jo Aakhri Mail Sana Ko Likhi Thi, Us Mai'n Us Ko Bata Diya Tha Kay Woh Mujh Say Kaha'n Raabta Kar Sakti Hay...
Sana Lowt Aaey To Mai'n Baghair Koi Shikwa Shikayat Kiye Usay Aagay Barh Kay Galay Say Laga Loo'n Gi...Us Say Kuch Bhi Na Poochoo'n Gi...Koi Sawaal Na Karoo'n Gi...
Mairay Tamaam Sawaal Ab Adhooray Hi Rahai'n Gay...
Us Ki Yeh Baat Bhi Mairay Dil.O.Dimagh Mai'n Gonjti Hay Kay
'' Mai'n Jibran Ki Hoo'n...Mai'n Ab Kabhi Kisi Ki Nahi Ban Sakti ''...
Sana Nay Jibran Say Jhoot Bol Hi Diye To Shuru Mai'n Hi Sachaai Kiyu'n Na Bata Di? Kitni Nadaan Thi...Jhoot Ka Bhala Mohabbat Say Kiya Laina Daina? Aakhir Woh Kiyu'n Sach Chupaey Rahi? Jhoot Bolnay Ka Khayaal Usay Kaisay Owr Kiyu'n Aaya, Woh Bhi Us Insaan Say Jis Ko Woh Apna Sab Kuch Jaanti Thi...Aesa Us Nay Kiyu'n Kiya?
Nikah Kay Bandhan Mai'n Bandhi Woh Jibran Ki Mohabbat Mai'n Kiyu'n Mubtila Ho Gai? Jab Kay Us Kay Ghar Walay To Jibran Kay Saath Sath Sana Ki Bhi Jaan Lay Laitay...Yeh Jaantay Huway Bhi Woh Shuru Main Hi Peechay Kiyu'n Na Hat Gai? Jibran Say Dosti Hi Kiyu'n Ki?
Zaki Owr Sana Ki Shadi Hui Kay Nahi...?
Sana Kis Haal Mai'n Hay...?
Itna Sab Kuch Bhala Us Nay Kis Tarha Ghar Walo'n Say Posheeda Rakha...?
Kiya Itnay Sagay Rishtay, Aik Hi Ghar Mai'n Rehtay Huway Is Hadd Tak Ghaflat Ka Shikar Ho Saktay Hai'n...?
Sana Nay Sab Kuch Batanay Kay Liye Maira Hi Intikhaab Kiyu'n Kiya...?
Kiya Us Nay Yeh Na Socha Kay Us Ki Aik Haftay Ki Itni Gehri Dosti Mujhay Baad Mai'n Kitna Dukh Pohnchaey Gi...?
Jibran Kis Haal Mai'n Hay? Kaha'n Hay? Kiya Un Dono'n Ka Phir Kabhi Raabta Huwa...?
Kiya Sana Waqai Qabil-e-Nafrat Hay?...
Mai'n Kal Bhi Sana Ki Khushiyo'n Kay Liye Dua Go Thi Owr Aaj Bhi Mairay Dil Say Us Kay Liye Sirf Owr Sirf Duaei'n Hi Nikalti Hai'n...In Mai'n Jibran Kay Sukoon Owr Khushiyo'n Kay Liye Bhi Duaei'n Shamil Hoti Hai'n...
Sana Kay Intizaar Ki Shayed Mujhay Aadat Si Ho Gai Hay, Yahi Lagta Hay Kay Jis Tarha Wo Achanak Manzar Say Gaeb Ho Gai, Usi Tarha Achanak Mujh Say Raabta Kar Lay Gi...
Sana Ab Lowt Aao.... |